Febfast- Day 3

I embarked on this challenge for two reasons: 1. To raise money for an amazing cause; and, 2. To adopt a healthier lifestyle.

My boyfriend thought a diet was a cop out way to raise money; however, three days in and I can honestly say this has been a challenge. I started this month feeling a bit down about things, craving some sweet comfort food, which working in hospitality and a supermarket didn’t help with at all. I literally found myself fantasising about ice cream and chocolate so lawd help me if this is what it’s like only three days in! 😳

I’ve also learned that sugar is in literally everything. Basically every sauce, some meat… if it’s a food, it probably has sugar in it. It’s to the point that I’m not really sure if it’s logistical for me to exclude EVERYTHING with sugar. (So please don’t hate me if I just end up cutting out junk food, alcohol, and soft drinks!) This revelation actually terrifies me. Why do we need sugar in everything we eat? Is it a preservative (and aren’t there any alternative ways to preserve food!?) I’ll do the research on this later…

Anyway, please donate to Febfast and support young people at risk here. Donation options include $52 which covers the cost to send a young person to school, which research shows is fundamental to saving young people from getting stuck down the wrong path in life. I’ve donated this amount myself, but anything will help, and you have no idea how much I’d appreciate some words of support to encourage me in what will probably be a harrowing journey!


And with those words

I felt the fingers of guilt

Slither in and grip my heart

Squeezing until my blood

Turned to ice

And the air

In my lungs

Gave out

Killing me


Until my skin withered and hair fell out

And my corpse was lain to rest

For an eternity of rotting feelings

And tortured thoughts

Thus the guilt consumed me


Book review: Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro

Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro explores an alternate reality in which the technology of cloning was developed during and after World War II. The book is set in the late 1990s, in England. Narrated by the protagonist Kathy H, the plot follows the story of three Hailsham students: Kathy, her best friend Ruth, and Tommy. The plot is fairly linear, with Kathy’s narration beginning with her Hailsham years, then her time at the Cottages, and finally life as a ‘carer’. At its root, Never Let Me Go examines the human condition and our acceptance of fate. The characters are slow to challenge their fate as ‘donors’ (in which they are required to donate their vital organs), and, even then, they only apply to have their donations deferred rather than what would be logical- to escape.

A lot of the negative reviews I’ve read about this book seem to stem from the fact the book doesn’t have a ‘happy ending’. I found that I have more respect for this book because of how it ends; I think it makes the story more realistic. Furthermore, despite the tragic fate of the book, the protagonist Kathy H finds peace at the end, which if anything is, in its own way, a happy ending.

I really enjoyed this book and would recommend it to readers who love science fiction, drama, or romance. The style of writing felt very mature, making the reading experience more enjoyable for me than the more amateur ‘young-adult’ styles that drown contemporary popular fiction. Additionally, the uniqueness of the first person narration style really added to the enjoyability of this novel.

Rating: 5/5 🙂